emosi awal tahun

So I'm back in Sydney after 13 days in Malaysia.
I thought it would be okay, as in to forget the past and start new. But I think the problems just continued exactly like the way I left it. I am not sure what I am looking forward for this year. Honors? Not at all. I'm just looking forward for this year to end. So I can go back home as early as possible, even if it is as early as going back for good in November. I don't mind at all.

I want next year to be now. I want to go on a Eurotrip. I want to work in zoos, or teach primary kids for a month or two. And maybe later, study somewhere far away from Australia, the other side of the world maybe. For me, four years here is a bit too much. 3 and a half is okay. Not 4 no.

Emosi okay.