current state

I have learnt through experience that love is blind.

But through experience I have learnt that you can choose not to be blind.

Self perception and Mate choice.

This is from one of the papers I had to read.

The graphs show that self perception as in how attractive you THINK you are  is correlated with

mate choice attractiveness.

So, without any further research... Can we conclude.....

-ugly people who think they are attractive will prefer attractive people

-attractive people who think they are ugly prefer unattractive people

-since self perception is correlated with self confidence(no reference, self deduced), people with low confidence tend to attract each other.

-it is all about how you think about yourself

-burung yang bulunya sama.. terbang bersama-sama.. (yg birds of a feather tu la)

-of course there are other factors involved and its relation with other factors are oversimplified. But it is still significant.

-last2 memang kita akan dapat yg sekufu...

- but you see, some of the points will have conflict when it is the other way around. (conflict between self perception and actual self attractiveness) Since it is how attractive you 'THINK' you are. ahaa! 

ok saje kasi pening.. fikir-fikirkan lah. haha.

anything goes

Baru je lepas habis sahur. Termakan banyak sangat pulak.

But, I'll need the energy for the rest of my day anyway. Since hawe skang ni sangat lah miskin, I was thinking on how to make money this Wednesday. at least something that could add 100-200 dolars for my pocket money. Berangan je lah... 

I don't think I have the junks to put on sale (but then again..) So, what I did was mengorek stor dengan zek.. It was fun actually.. haha.. discovering wierd stuff like half boiled egg steamer,disney character keychains, cordless phone and even a personal lubricant... Ni baru la namanyecar boot sale sebenar. haha. Cannot wait.

And another thing, I think I also need to sort out my internet routine. When I open my browser, it usually goes like this :

gmail> greader> malaysiakini> mtoday> utusan> facebook> gmail> greader> webct> unimail

I don't usually make it from gmail to unimail during one session. You can see, there is gmail again after facebook, where the cycle can repeat itself, that's where I usually end up ; The eternal cycle of procrastination.

The only way to end it - Stumble

:o  Not helping.

anything goes.

Baru je lepas habis sahur. Termakan banyak sangat pulak.

But, I'll need the energy for the rest of my day anyway. Since hawe skang ni sangat lah miskin, I was thinking on how to make money this wednesday. at least something that could add 100-200 dolars for my pocket money. Berangan je lah... 

I don't think I have the junks to put on sale (but then again..) So, what I did was mengorek stor dengan zek.. It was fun actually.. haha.. discovering wierd stuff like half boiled egg steamer, disney character keychains, cordless phone and even a personal lubricant... Ni baru la namanye car boot sale sebenar. haha. Cannot wait.

And another thing, I think I also need to sort out my internet routine. When I open my browser, it usually goes like this :

gmail> greader> malaysiakini> mtoday> utusan> facebook> gmail> greader> webct> unimail

I don't usually make it from gmail to unimail during one session. You can see, there is gmail again after facebook, where the cycle can repeat itself. There is where I usually endup ; The eternal cycle of procrastination.

The only way to end it, is by Stumbling :o  Not helping.

at last.. a blog blog

tadaa. tukar lagi. hehe.

anyway,

The topic for today is Human Sexual Selection

Ok bosan or, maybe ada orang dah dgr hawe citer pasal benda ni, but no harm repeating kan.

After an animal behaviour class, and after some talks with friends, I've been thinking of a few questions.

Why are ugly people more loyal? Why do some women stay single? Why do some keep changing their partners? and Why certain people commit and invest so much in their 1st relationship? 

So using economics and biology, I conclude my own answers with not much research....

If it's all in the brain, does the soul really exist?

I need help in answering many questions regarding origin of life, evolution and God. I have had too many Darwinism and Richard Dawkins idea stuck in my head. Add Hume and Mills together with it. And you get a really bad combination when you have a religion. I have faith in God but I just need a clearer explanation. Anyone?

...

Forget all the crap i talked about before. Those were products of exam pressure. Lets not go down there again. Not for another 4 months please. hehe.


So, change of topic. These pictures were taken by my dad and my brother amir. They are memories of the birds that once lived on the bamboo shoots right in front of my main door.
I didn't get to know what species it was cause they were to small, and I have never actually got to see its mother in close up. But their wings were like those of a hummingbirds where it flapped super fast.


my whole family will check on these babies everyday.The sad thing is that now the nest is empty. One went missing... and the other two died... :(

One died because of the rain i guess. The other one died mysteriously....

It's a vicious world out here... byebye birdies..