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I messed up my blog. Anyway, I'll fix that later.

I chose the theme, to show how happy I am with my life. :) I am the happiest person on earth with tonnes of assignments and I do not have any suicidal thoughts. :) I am very happy though I do not know what I am doing with my life right now.

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I am happy, because I am smiling.

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I am happy like happy laughter.

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five, four, three, two....................... one..

debushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... pssssstt.. zapp.

Besides evolving into an advanced retard, Hawa jugak broke. Broke, zero, kosong, tarak pa pa null nothing in my pocket.. Living off sisa kehidupan hawa yang lalu. Kais2, jumpe spuluh sen, kumpul2 dapat 1 dolar.

However, I bought Shopping ke shop ke ape2 lah, the magazine using my dad's credit card. How bijak is that!!! Pastu.. nak buat ape ngan magazine shopping tu? Depressed nak mampos.. Menung and tengok and bayangkan when can I buy all those, besides thinking how fat my belly is right now. Shopping? pffff... haraplah.....

I wan my moneyy backk laaa... oh my sugardaddy yang bos nye paklah aka my sponsor pulang kan lah duit bakal government servantmuuuuu....

Its really wierd and still a mystery WHY am I gaining weight while anas is getting thinner by the day eventhough our food consumption is 99% same. Pikir balik. tak lah pelik sangat. I am meant to be fat with very low metabolism.

I hateeeeeee this time of the year.

Cacat cacat cacat

This weekend, I am undergoing a process called retardation.

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hari kamis, kat lab 7pm-2am...
sabtu 10am-10pm
hari ni.. 12pm sampai mati.....................


kerja nye tak siap pun.

To, Cc, Bcc.

This was stuck in my draft, figured I might as well finish and post it since I have no better idea.

I just knew the difference between To, Cc and Bcc from zek... haha!

So, 'to' is for the people you want to send it to,

'cc' acronym for carbon copy is for people you just want to give a copy of the email to, 

and 'bcc' stands for blind carbon copy. Which is similar to that of 'cc' except that the email address of the recipients specified in this field do not appear in the received message header and the recipients in the 'to' or 'Cc' fields will not know that a copy sent to these address.

Ahaaa,, who knew the difference between cc and bcc before this? But before that, who actually cares?? hahaha... Tapi budak2 yang ambik kelas IT tak kiraa.. !

I bet 80% percent of you didn't know this info as well, since even a so called geek like me just knew about it. hahaha yakin.

Its funny because, what I used to do before, is agih-agihkan email recipient equally between to, cc, and bcc. hohooho....mesti ade geng punye.

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I have 4 things to do within 24 hours.

A report, go to macquarie, make a bug maze and a book review.

All of them are basically still in their 3%-ish

PFFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff..

No holidays and raya for me this semester. I am surely going to explode and die. 

I need a effing break.

ADD

I am sure I have ADD and I need medication for it. 

I can't even stay focused longer than 10 mins not to say maintaining this blog. 

Some might say, owh everyone has it. 

But I can't even stay focused watching movies.

Books are even worse. Internet? I'll jump from one thing to another. Then I'll get bored.

The only thing that I am sure I can stay focused on is talking.

http://www.drhallowell.com/resources/articles/diagnostic_adults.html

it says there that if I have at least 12 of these symptoms I have ADD. So lets see....

A sense of underachievement, of not meeting one’s goals (regardless of how much one has actually accomplished) I have this for sure

Difficulty getting organized. I know you agree.

Chronic procrastination or trouble getting started. very very chronic

Many projects going simultaneously; trouble with follow through. Tick

A tendency to say what comes to mind without necessarily considering the timing or appropriateness of the remark. Ohoho yes

A frequent search for high stimulation. yeah but not that frequent

An intolerance of boredom. YES or not I'll sleep

Easy distractibility; trouble focusing attention, tendency to tune out or drift away in the middle of a page or conversation, often coupled with an inability to focus at times. Page yes conversation noo.

Often creative, intuitive, highly intelligent Ehem ehem. At a certain degree.

Trouble in going through established channels and following “proper” procedure. Hahahha. Skipping steps makes work easier.

Impatient; low tolerance of frustration. not so

Impulsive, either verbally or in action, as an impulsive spending of money. impulsive 

Changing plans, enacting new schemes or career plans and the like Spot on mate thats me mate

A tendency to worry needlessly, endlessly; a tendency to scan the horizon looking for something to worry about, alternating with attention to or disregard for actual dangers. Bahasa Melayunye.. GELABAH

A sense of insecurity. tick tick

Mood swings, mood lability, especially when disengaged from a person or a project. oho yes

Physical or cognitive restlessness. 

A tendency toward addictive behavior. seb baik tak.. but highly possible if i were to be with wrong friends.

Chronic problems with self-esteem. this one tak sangat...

Inaccurate self-observation. I am fat ugly with lots of pimples.

Family history of AD/HD or manic depressive illness or depression or substance abuse or other disorders of impulse control or mood. i think all my brothers have ADD hhahahaa...

ok... 17 out of 21. SAYEEEE ADDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

Its spring and it feels like it.

I miss beaches. Can't wait to swim