emosi awal tahun

So I'm back in Sydney after 13 days in Malaysia.
I thought it would be okay, as in to forget the past and start new. But I think the problems just continued exactly like the way I left it. I am not sure what I am looking forward for this year. Honors? Not at all. I'm just looking forward for this year to end. So I can go back home as early as possible, even if it is as early as going back for good in November. I don't mind at all.

I want next year to be now. I want to go on a Eurotrip. I want to work in zoos, or teach primary kids for a month or two. And maybe later, study somewhere far away from Australia, the other side of the world maybe. For me, four years here is a bit too much. 3 and a half is okay. Not 4 no.

Emosi okay.

treasure hunting my house

Oh my, blog ni really needs some work to be done.

Anyways, I have failed my resolution not to go back home this summer. Which is actually a blessing. Sebab kalau tak, Hawa sure jadi psyco kat Sydney with all the drama yang sangat tah pape. Home is sweet and has changed a lot!

I think my house is somewhat just like my room in the sense that you can find lots of wierd stuff in it (sepah tak samala of course).

Hanif is suddenly into Rubik's cube. So there's a Rubik section. Dekat berbelas Rubik cubes bentuk lain-lain. My mom likes green tea, and she has different sorts of tea and one even has golden dust in it. Green tea with gold dust? Who would actually thought of that kan??.

Home PC punye keyboard tengok2 ada musical keyboard skali cantum. Then there's a cupping set. Hawa macam eeeeeeee bekam... boleh ke buat sendiri. ew ew. Actually banyak je lagi yang macam... hahh? ape niii.... perlu ke..?
But then again, bila pikir balik.. takde la pelik for me. Hahaha..

dalam darah la katakan....

Buttons...

I just bought a huge pile of buttons cause they were just too tempting. Now, I'm not sure what to do with them. Erk.

Fail pick.

This one is just epic!

I'm so freaking cun. I love myself.

Previously, I checked myself with the symptoms of ADD. Apparently, I only have them seasonally so I am not qualified as one, meaning I can't take the medications that could also be used as diet pills. Ops. Haha. Kidding2*..

Aaaanyways, just now I stumbled upon a rather interesting type of disorder. I am sure everyone has had a classmate/housemate/colleague who is self centered, arrogant, ego, vain, gila kuasa, loves attention or so mean and weird where you would go like "What the fak!? She/He's so fucking mean. Who the fak would actually do that?" If you haven't I am very sure you will..... one day....

I have someone in mind!! But I'm not telling who. Haha. But he/she definitely doesn't read blogs, lagi lagi mine. I am so very sure. So, it won't be you.

Those people are actually sick. Because they have a mental disorder called


Narcissistic Personality Disorder**

How sad.

They can even get free parkings for behaving like a**hole... But I guess they are too self centered to get one. These might be the people who go on a suing spree when someone makes a stupid mistake. Hurmm?

But then again, lets see how someone could develop this disorder.

• Overindulgence and overvaluation by parents<-- can't blame him lah kan
  
• Valued by parents as a means to regulate their own self-esteem
• Excessive admiration that is never balanced with realistic feedback
• Severe emotional abuse in childhood<--- ok kesian..
  
• Being praised for perceived exceptional looks or talents by adults <-- i know, being too cute like me has a downfall..
• Learning manipulative behaviors from parents

So, my last words are, if you hate someone, think again, the person might have a mental disorder where he couldn't even control his actions.. or she.. If something wrong happens, its you who'll lose in court, cause he has the "OKU" card.



* I had to put kidding.
**This is just a fun post. Don't take it too seriously.

makcik jahit

Yes yes... I have a new sewing machine!





These look easy.. Macam kacang peas... haha. Hup hup hup hawa boleh!

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You wanna know how musically challenged I am right now, look up my last.fm list. It's been 5 frikin days I haven't listened to anything, and the last thing that I listened was ilectures. How lame!! I even got other nerdies' lecture podcast for recomendations. ok tipu.

Come heree my last two paypahhhhhss.... I can't wait to show my love by vomitting my guts all over yahhh....