rayeyo

awak, slamat hari raye.

maaf zahir batin yeh.

:)

salam2..

i lebiu.

..

I have to consciously remember to take in every breath, if not i'll choke.

When that happens, i vomit.

I can' t sleep and think properly.

I am craving for attention and need more reminders that everyone still loves me.

:(

Everything is just so distorted from where I stand.

I'm sorry.

i need help
seriously
eventhough
i look happy

all of it sucks

..

Sape ade google reader or other rss reader je dpt baca tadi.

Nyam nyam

eventhough tak puasa. black metal sepam..

post ubat raya

Kalau kat malaysia, getting some would be as easy as choosing the correct pharmacy.
Sydney, kna guna pntu blakang.

Criteria of a corrupted farmasi:

Family owned
Farmacist punya mak, or abang or adik, yg tolong2 but takde qualification ade dalam kedai
Banyak kedai farmasi, even dekat block yang sama.
Kalau dia boleh prescribe antibiotics, good sign
kalau ada org berbadan buff katik pendek botak masuk kedai famasi tu, then senyum
sterus nya mendapat ubat yg nama nya mungkin steroid, good sign jugak.

test market dengan bertanya dgn penuh yakin,

' ada ubat for concentrations/kurus/ADD tak?' sbb usually same base of ingredient.
kemungkinan pertama ialah merekemen ubat vitamin yg farmasi akan dapat komisyen. Ckp tanak, nk ubat medication.
Importantly, muka kena yakin. So before pegi, google nama ubat, kalau bleh tahu shortform dia, or generics2 lain...

Dia akan tanye ade prescription tak. Again silalah goreng. Cakap.

"alaaa lupe bawak. but i makan ni dr dulu. " or 'skang ni i outstation, tp i slalu makan yang 50g la'
Diorang tu manusia after all. PUSHHH buton sket, can can.

At least u'll get good stuff, bukannya some dodgy mix.
Has the same shit as speed. but I don't want the one for dancing.
I nak yg for concentration for those hyperactive kids, yeaa that one. Untuk buat thesis.

Med students, jangan kedekut ilmu. I know u know more about this.

post it to me ok. I need it.

BADLY

ok lah. bye. migrain

Migrain. Sakit die blakang kepala. Kadang2 tepi, kadang2 depan. Slalu kat blakang la.
hormonal imbalance yg terlalu teruk, dpt puasa sparuh bulan je. Meaning, extra subur.. no?

Raya pun sparuh bulan. Eh tak. Now dah raya. Haha. Slamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir batin.

Love your brain ppl. Jangan sumbat 1000mg of caffein sehari :)