Irrawaddy dolphin

The Irrawaddy dolphin. Comelnya. Baru tahu dia wujud. Cute spasm kejap.

via telegraph uk

experience and life

Yet again i cried. I have only one life to live, and only my story to experience.

how does it feel like being born into a filthy rich family?
how does it feel like being poor?
how does it feel like being super famous?
how does it feel like being born with a disability?
how does it feel like growing up in a place that I have no idea of like being a kid in North Korea?
how does it feel like being someone else?
how does it feel like being you?

Asking how, is actually pointless.

What is for sure, I will never be able to experience another life than this.

Love Hate metre. Extreme yang membahayakan.

WOW. i finally got it.

Suka sesangat and benci sesangat sebenarnya2.... adalah entiti yang sama. I figured it out, during a cherry and berry session (if you know what i mean). Ok, so sbenarnya2 dua2 ni aim dan tujuannya sama, iaitu kearah keconfusan...... Cuma pathway dia sahaja yang berlainan..

Kalau kita suka sesangat, dia akan go through path suka> sukaaaa> suka sesangat>confuse

Kalau benci sesangat, dia go through path benci>benciiiiiiiiii>benci sesangat>confuse

so, bila smpai tahap confuse, slowly perasaan akan pegi ke equilibrium iaitu dekat bahagian normal, takde perasaan, indifference.

Suka apa or benci apa? can be anything... mawi ke sitinurhaliza ke ex boyfriend, tv series, ehem2 hawa ke... or makanan ke mcm durian blacan.. dan memacam lagi.....

So, stelah mendapat epiphany pasal teori ni, i came out with a love hate meter. Kalau tengok movie donny darko, ada Love and Fear metre. Hanya Donny Darko je yang prasan flaws meter ni. Tapi masalahnya, Donny didnt solve it. Disinilah hawa datang.. menyelamatkan dunia. Hahahahaha....

by hawayou

Kuasa2 nature akan menarik kearah keconfusan sebab tu adalah puncak kestabilan. Macam kalau campak guli dalam mangkuk, last2 dia akan ketengah jua. Tapi analogy yang ni tak tepat snagat, sebab actually kebencian dan kesukaan boleh begerak dan pusing...

So ni adalah reason, kenapa kita takleh berperasaan terlalu extreme terhadap sesuatu, sebab beberapa pixel sahaja dr love hate meter bahagian extreme, you'll reach the other side.

Pastu selalunya... SELALUNYA.... kalau perasaan tu dah melintasi line of confusion dan pergi ke perasaan yang sederhana (bahagian kuning = equilibrium). Dia takkan berpatah balik kepada perasaan yg di begin with dulu tu. Ha Ha Ha Ha... Sape makan cili pedas lah besok pagi nya...

Lesson, jangan berperasaan begitu extreme, bahaya. Bahaya if ending dia bukan yang kita mahu. Tapi kalau tak kisah, dah dah paham pattern ni... go ahead.

Boleh apply dekat orang becinta, ber BFF yang annoying ohmaigat, kepada hoby, minat kat penyanyi or genre lagu ke ape2 ke...

If you master the pattern, boleh control action kita menjadi lebih cool bebanding orang lain. pastu kalau kita go against meter ni.. orang lain akan. OH wow.. dia ni bukan manusia tipikal. wow cool nya minah/mamat ni..

Sekian utk sesi merepek bersama hawayou. Oh yeah.

kakak ku pulang dari kota

balik2..

hon kereta kancil kena modify jadi hon lori.

kereta kecil warna merah.. bunyi POONNNNN PONNNNN.. kalah lori.

rasa lawak sangat smpai kuar air mata. kereta kodok tak sedar diri.

semua keje farid anak si seman.

satu juta pants

Change of plan. When I reach home, i'm not going out for 2 weeks. The sun wont see me.
Anti-solarium. Anti-social. Anti-establishment.

gell

Most people go through thissss...now its my turn. Nothing new. But I dont know what to

feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllll....

Jiwa kejangggg.. hamaigat hamaigat. nafas2....

sincerely,

minah gelabah gel hell bab sap kok lu

ps- ye, passport saye temasuk dalam shipping boxes. i want to cry. but that is a good excuse to stay here longer. tapi kenot jugak sebab, dah beli tiket bsambung. aduh.

Shoot me now.

cake

via Sabrina

Hah hah hah. It turned out pretty pretty in pictures....