:D

Back to singing, drawing and talking nonsense.

pemutih gigi

di tujukan kepada pecinta pecinta produk pemutihan gigi. termasuk beberapa ahli keluarga ku.

lagu malam

kegedikan, lawak, kecantikan kadang-kadang tidak transcend across cultures.

oleh itu, saye malu. dan passwordnye ialah

dalam banyak-banyak beger. beger apa yg happy

:P

tebelet baru wieee..

hawayou

Push down post

This is a push down post. The purpose of a push down post is to push down embarrassing posts. Like push down facebook status, to push down embarrassing statuses. Since deleting a post makes you look uncool, posting a push down post helps to keep your coolness while distracting other people's focus.

Anyways, I'll be home in 2 weeks. Miss home and will miss being here too.

On to the next unknown chapter!

Tribute to Douglas Adams. Happy Towel Day!

Happy towel day 2010!

nothing can stay hip forever. this is cute and funny.

influencia

deria realiti

Perbezaan realiti, membuat kau yakin.
Kesusahan hidup, membuat kau tabah.
Tapi kau harus sedar kau hanya gila.
gila relatif, deria realiti.

'realiti aku, realiti sebenar' kata si polan

'tidak! realiti aku realiti sebenar' bantah si polan 2

'sesungguhnya, realiti aku realiti sebenar' sahut si polan 3

realiti hanya di otak.
kau celik, kau mati. bagaikan mimpi.
realiti hanya di otak.
ambil dadah, semua nya berubah.

ah so...

Sometimes, dreams are more real than reality...
At times, reality becomes too dreamy...
As time passes, reality turns to just dreams of memory...
but it takes more than just dreaming, for dreams to be real.

when there is nothing better to blog about.

that's me and the talented brown kid aka my brother.

till I'm a bit more articulate,

hawa.

go go rasputin

Its a pinata porno for many reasons. We put too much effort in it, so we haven't smacked it yet.

self note

Someone asked me the other day.

'Are you poor?'

I paused and started thinking..

'You are not poor if you had to think about it.'

Hmm. A reality check for how grateful I should be.

I have a loooongg story about the guy who told me

that. One of the most bizarre story in this trip.

I want to hire someone who can draw

a graphic novel for it. I can pay in Pesos.

I'm now in Tijuana

I've done my first couchsurfing! The first place I've ever couchsurfed in my life was in west Hollywood. I've been telling joey, to make it either hotel or hostel.. Not couch surfing. It's a cool concept but, I hadn't have the guts to do it. I love meeting strangers in real life. That's fine for me and i do it alll the time. haha. but having no clue before hand except for a few exchange of emails and staying at their place and them being people with a totally different backgrounds from mine... It was pretty intimidating. But it turned out pretty good. Had a great host! :))

Couchsurf.org is a whole lot of fun.

Don't tell JAKIM no. They might make a new fatwa, saying it promotes khalwat or whatever.
Cause in actuality, some people do switch from couchsurfing to couchfucking. hoho.

It's up to what you want.

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I'm going to miss LA.
The drama above all. haha.

It was certainly a crazy and fun trip.

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oh, and I'm currently in Tijuana and sick. Getting better though. I haven't gone out from the hotel yet since we checked in. There were drug warnings, and every person I bump into will tell
that TJ is dangerous. The drug people will cut out people's tongue, head, hands to random people.. and there were a few missing families. And there was also warning for the coming spring break. Freaked me out a bit. And since I'm sick, my motor nerves wont be working that well.
Ahh.. see how it goes.
The flight to Mexico City is at 5! Can't wait for some Fiesta. ~~~~~~~

snippets of san fran 0.01

this got me laughing so hard. inside joke with myself for a vegan wannabe.

random youtube meetup. semua prasan famous.

we cycled the whole day in san fran

with this tandem bike yang memecahkan bontot

no idea why is he in the middle of san fran

also went to alcatraz and found this butch girl

This is not a subliminal message

Next Monday pegi LA.

I CANT wait. :D

So anyone in Cali, who wants to drive 2 tourist with giganto cameras around their neck

around town drop me an email at

hawa [titik] othman [at] gmail [titik] com

I see a few silent regulars, so this will be the best time for us to meet. :D

Chatroulette.

Hawa baru discover chatroulette a few days ago, thanks to zek. Menarik jugak. Dorang assign randomly, chat ngan sapa2 with webcam and mic. Pastu kalau tak suka, just tekan next. Banyak dicks though. Literally dicks. So tak sesuai untuk kanak2 bawah umur.
So far dah jumpe banyak betul jenis orang. tapi x bes sangat main lama2. kadang2 main saje je utk tengok muka2 orang2 dalam dunia ni yang bejenis2. sminit boleh tengok lebih dari 20 orang kalau saje nak surf orang. klau rasa nak borak bleh. mnyanyi2 ke jerit2 ke maki tak tentu hala ke. tapi lagi bes kalau internet laju.
orang2 chatroulette so far yg penah tengok..

1. budak2 college tengah party
2. bars2 random2ly kat dalam dunia yang memang sentiasa bukak chatroulette
3. orang yang tengok tv sambil webcam.
4. orang2 yang curious pasal chatroulette jugak
5. dua tiga group terus buat kungfu2 right after nampak hawa... jakun ke ape xpenah nampak asian
6. lelaki pedo
7. pompuan2 comel
8.orang2 tengah kerja

bes kalau jumpe bende2 pelik. ade budak ni, die cakap die jumpa Jonas brothers. gile x aci.

Pastu dah jumpa hanging man! haha. memang expecting dan tertunggu2 mamat ni pon.. sebab dah baca kat news pasal hanging man nih. Jumpe2 terus excited. Pastu pose. Patutnya pose tekejut. silap. hahhaha. next time lah. kalau dapat jumpe lagi yang macam susah. sebab main ngan probability yang kecik.

amir, hawa gemok tak.

kalau down. ambik gambar diri sendirii.....!! :)

you should go shopping with me you know.

How yummy are these. I saw. I grabbed. I hugged. And now they are officially mine.
:D :D :D

The philosophy of "ada aku kesah?".

We love contradicting stance. We just love it, like these


1 Malaysia = We are all same and equal but we consist of different species.

I am half liberal and half conservative

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So, I'll start with today's rant with the topic of:

The extensive philosophy of "ada aku kesah".

The first time I heard this phrase was back in 2009. I think it was during July, when there were lots of events, bringing Malaysian students studying in Australia together in Sydney. There were also lots of other Malaysians that came over for holidays and joining the winter events.

That's usually the time, we usually exchange current malay lingo and buzz words among our students. Keassabiahan malay students in Melbourne are more profound and it shows when their excessive use of certain words eventually penetrates to other states.

You know, the excessive use of words like 'boleh relax tak' 'terbaik' 'ke' 'dowh' 'down'. Since its overseas, with a knit tight bunch of students, the waves of buzz words are more pronounced, rather than a mixture of all like back in Malaysia.

So, back to that July 2009, that's when I first heard "ada aku kesah". Which annoyed me to death the first time I heard it.

It means 'do you think i care?'.
It is an extreme attempt by malays to show that they are not 'bizi bodi'.

"Ada aku kesah" is said in the most sarcastic tone you could ever imagine. Some people include more annoying facial expression, like an i don't care attitude.
It is used by people who 'kononnya' don't care.
It actually has a question mark to it and it's a yes or no question in malay. But no answer is expected.
So, if someone, says 'ada aku kesah' don't go and answer it.


"Jeles? Ada aku kesah?"
[jeles ke.. wahaha padan muka kau jeles. in your face. kau jeles pun. kalau kau nak jeles, aku tak kisah. tapi padan muka. segala apa yang kau buat pasni, aku kisah sangat2. because, i'd be so happy for whatever shit that happens to you.]


"si polan dah break ngan si polan. sebab dot dot dot.. ada aku kisah? hahahha"

So 'kisah' here as in care.. actually has nothing to do with not being nosy.

1. What happens is, people who use it or the subpopulation of people who uses it usually thinks they have a don't mind attitude. And pridely tells his/her friend about their stance.
Like, you can do whatever you want, it's a free country and I won't mind.
2. In actuality, it's you can do whatever you want; I care because other people's drama are so interesting to be gossiped about and whatever shit that you fall into I won't care. I care about your drama, but I don't care what happens to you if you fall into a deepshit.

I've read a blog, it wrote something like;

Kita harus menerapkan, mentality 'ada aku kesah' dan jangan bizi body...

The usage of those string of words, was a bit contradictory. Triggered me to hate it even more.

"ada aku kesah"
-sounds tabloid.
-doesn't help human kind
-creates enemies
-indenial

So now, why it went viral? I would guess.

1. It's a trend thing. like how 'gitu2' was everywhere during the early 00s.. TV is also a media for this phrase, used by the _____ _____ azwan ali.
He tried to look cool, by saying 'ada aku kesah' about the trash people talk about him. But it didn't work. It would never work for him. And I turned off the tv.
2. It is a form of escapism. Were taught since kindergarten 'mengajak kebaikan,dan menghalang kejahatan' where kejahatan and keburukan which some parts are relatively different to the larger scale of earth, molded by rapidly evolving societies, constrained by religion and adat2 traditional and privacy is one of the last things people in our country fight for. So in defense of being stereotyped by the people around them after mentioning a contradicting statement, choosing 'ada aku kesah' to close up the sentence is perfect.

I know its a year too late to write about this. But just wanted to get it out of my mind.
What do you think?