deria realiti

Perbezaan realiti, membuat kau yakin.
Kesusahan hidup, membuat kau tabah.
Tapi kau harus sedar kau hanya gila.
gila relatif, deria realiti.

'realiti aku, realiti sebenar' kata si polan

'tidak! realiti aku realiti sebenar' bantah si polan 2

'sesungguhnya, realiti aku realiti sebenar' sahut si polan 3

realiti hanya di otak.
kau celik, kau mati. bagaikan mimpi.
realiti hanya di otak.
ambil dadah, semua nya berubah.

ah so...

Sometimes, dreams are more real than reality...
At times, reality becomes too dreamy...
As time passes, reality turns to just dreams of memory...
but it takes more than just dreaming, for dreams to be real.

when there is nothing better to blog about.

that's me and the talented brown kid aka my brother.

till I'm a bit more articulate,

hawa.

go go rasputin

Its a pinata porno for many reasons. We put too much effort in it, so we haven't smacked it yet.

self note

Someone asked me the other day.

'Are you poor?'

I paused and started thinking..

'You are not poor if you had to think about it.'

Hmm. A reality check for how grateful I should be.

I have a loooongg story about the guy who told me

that. One of the most bizarre story in this trip.

I want to hire someone who can draw

a graphic novel for it. I can pay in Pesos.

I'm now in Tijuana

I've done my first couchsurfing! The first place I've ever couchsurfed in my life was in west Hollywood. I've been telling joey, to make it either hotel or hostel.. Not couch surfing. It's a cool concept but, I hadn't have the guts to do it. I love meeting strangers in real life. That's fine for me and i do it alll the time. haha. but having no clue before hand except for a few exchange of emails and staying at their place and them being people with a totally different backgrounds from mine... It was pretty intimidating. But it turned out pretty good. Had a great host! :))

Couchsurf.org is a whole lot of fun.

Don't tell JAKIM no. They might make a new fatwa, saying it promotes khalwat or whatever.
Cause in actuality, some people do switch from couchsurfing to couchfucking. hoho.

It's up to what you want.

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I'm going to miss LA.
The drama above all. haha.

It was certainly a crazy and fun trip.

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oh, and I'm currently in Tijuana and sick. Getting better though. I haven't gone out from the hotel yet since we checked in. There were drug warnings, and every person I bump into will tell
that TJ is dangerous. The drug people will cut out people's tongue, head, hands to random people.. and there were a few missing families. And there was also warning for the coming spring break. Freaked me out a bit. And since I'm sick, my motor nerves wont be working that well.
Ahh.. see how it goes.
The flight to Mexico City is at 5! Can't wait for some Fiesta. ~~~~~~~

snippets of san fran 0.01

this got me laughing so hard. inside joke with myself for a vegan wannabe.

random youtube meetup. semua prasan famous.

we cycled the whole day in san fran

with this tandem bike yang memecahkan bontot

no idea why is he in the middle of san fran

also went to alcatraz and found this butch girl